" Believe, when you are most unhappy, that there is something for you to do in the world. So long as you can sweeten another's pain, Life is not in vain. " - Hellen Keller (1880 - 1968)





A Heart Felt Welcome To You....

I am a mother of 3 children, who has now passed the stage of the "Biological Clock ." I lost my planned and very much wanted precious first child - a son "Nicholas" - at 19 weeks & 4 days gestation, due to birth defects. My 2 other children are the love of my life, and I treasure every moment I spend with them. I am currently studying to be a counsellor while also hoping to finish writing a book this year, about my life's experiences & many challenges.



You can also catch a summary by viewing my complete profile. I'd love you to stay awhile, to hopefully be comforted and inspired by my writing, and enjoy the read! Please post a comment, I would love to hear from you. xxxx



Please click on the Picture of Nicholas' Home Page to read my story of losing my first child "Darling Precious Angel Son In Heaven".













My Memorial Site

I Also Have A Special Memorial Site Named:

"Eternal Names By The Sea"

Especially To Honour Our Precious Loved One's, if you would like to have a look, leave a name request or post a comment, just click on the photo on the right hand side of my page.

Or feel free to click on the link below:

http://eternalnamesbythesea.blogspot.com/

I would love to hear from you xxxx

I am very happy to do this as a special touch from my heart to yours, as the pain of losing a precious loved one is very heartbreaking.

I am always here for you xxxx



Monday, March 9, 2009

"Nicholas Guided Me Home Tonight"



As I was driving back home tonight after spending a absolutely fantastic weekend with part of my lovely family, I looked up into the clear night sky, and there was "Nicholas' bright shining star" guiding me home, at that same moment to my total amazement, over the radio came the song "Sacrifice" by Elton John. Also when I got home, I found his "Special Memorial Plaque" had fallen off the wall and was laying on the pillows on my couch where I rest my head while relaxing. I know Nicholas is up in heaven always watching over me, and I really believe in my heart that my "Precious Nicholas" is still responding to me with his special messages from heaven.

Please click on the link "Precious Nicholas" under the heading, 'Places I like to visit', to view what I have written so far about my short time with Nicholas, and to why these particular messages are of such great special significance to me, please post a comment, as I would love to hear from anyone in regards to their own thoughts of these messages.





Sunday, March 1, 2009

I Feel So Totally Drained...........

I have just finished writing my story of Nicholas on his own memorial page. I haven't completed everything I want to do on there yet, but at least I've made a start by writing his story. If you would like to read what I've written & done on his page so far, just click on "Precious Nicholas", on the right hand side bar, and if I've set it up right, hopefully it should work. Please feel welcome to post a comment, on what you think, or have you also had a similar experience?

I would love to hear from you.
This is also why I want to be a "Grief and Trauma Counsellor."
I really want to help others.
xxxx