" Believe, when you are most unhappy, that there is something for you to do in the world. So long as you can sweeten another's pain, Life is not in vain. " - Hellen Keller (1880 - 1968)





A Heart Felt Welcome To You....

I am a mother of 3 children, who has now passed the stage of the "Biological Clock ." I lost my planned and very much wanted precious first child - a son "Nicholas" - at 19 weeks & 4 days gestation, due to birth defects. My 2 other children are the love of my life, and I treasure every moment I spend with them. I am currently studying to be a counsellor while also hoping to finish writing a book this year, about my life's experiences & many challenges.



You can also catch a summary by viewing my complete profile. I'd love you to stay awhile, to hopefully be comforted and inspired by my writing, and enjoy the read! Please post a comment, I would love to hear from you. xxxx



Please click on the Picture of Nicholas' Home Page to read my story of losing my first child "Darling Precious Angel Son In Heaven".













My Memorial Site

I Also Have A Special Memorial Site Named:

"Eternal Names By The Sea"

Especially To Honour Our Precious Loved One's, if you would like to have a look, leave a name request or post a comment, just click on the photo on the right hand side of my page.

Or feel free to click on the link below:

http://eternalnamesbythesea.blogspot.com/

I would love to hear from you xxxx

I am very happy to do this as a special touch from my heart to yours, as the pain of losing a precious loved one is very heartbreaking.

I am always here for you xxxx



Sunday, May 24, 2009

Gippsland Ulcers - The News Is Not Good

Yesterday's visit with my GP, didn't go very well and has now left me terrified!!!!
After I saw her on Friday, I had too go and have blood tests, as well as swabs from my ulcers. So when she saw my ulcers yesterday, she noticed that they are growing rapidly, and is very concerned, as she has never seen anything like this before.....Arrgghh..... She then gave me another injection of a very strong antibiotic, (OUCH) and I have to go back and see her again tomorrow for another injection, (OUCH AGAIN) and to hopefully find out the results from the swabs and blood tests.....Also I have too continue on the antibiotics that I got from the local hospital!!!! (You know what can happen with antibiotics, for females, well that's happened too now, if you know what I mean!!!!)
My GP said that the ulcers should have responded to the two powerful courses of antibiotics by now, (Which they haven't)...... So now she isn't quite sure what my ulcers are, and mentioned that if the swelling or redness moves up my hands or arms, I have too go to the emergency department at my local hospital straight away.....Arrrggghhh!!!!!!! (Now I am starting too panic).
If my ulcers are not showing any sign of improvement by tomorrow, and also if my results haven't come back, she is going to send me to a "Infectious Diseases" specialist.......In the mean time I am not to touch, or go near anyone....Arrgghh..
Today, when I've been changing the dressings on them, there getting worse, and the third one that started on Friday is growing rapidly too ....Can I start screaming from fear yet????
Yes I think I will..........FEAR.......PAIN........ONLY 2 HOURS OF SLEEP AGAIN LAST NIGHT.........AAARRRGGGHHH..........................

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